inland waters . . .

. . . daily expressions


by Tatiana

The Feeding

Hundreds of little fish

somehow catapult their entire bodies

out into the air,

spreading their perfect rings

across a golden surface.

The sounds of a hundred small gulps

drop all around.

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Something beautiful.

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This is the most basic thing.

It happens every single day.

At sundown

the bugs come out

and the lake turns black,

silver, then gold.

The sun sets.

The fish feed.

The day exhales.

The night arrives.

The stars fall.

The moon wanes.

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This is the most basic thing

and in me

I have all these human feelings.

My mind wonders.

My heart yearns

and my human self can’t help

but love something,

every single day.

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This is the most basic thing.

The sun rises.

The world begins.

The humans watch,

then make meaning,

then make love,

then make something from nothing

every single day.

6.15.12

Ghost shadow

Ghost shadow

Desert Breath

The scent of life, death, dirt, stone and water

are breathing through each soft green leaf of sage.

I inhale.

This is how I taste the earth.

This is how I drink her solid body

into mine.

7.15.12

One Road Home

The sky exhales

a long wet breath

upon the earth

letting its swollen body scatter

along the hem of the horizon.

 ::::

One concrete road runs long

like a wispy tendril weaving its way

along this vast Nevada desert,

parched by the sun, polished by the wind.

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The rain is a loving thing,

an untamed strength

inside our hearts

pouring out onto the land.

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Our tired and wild spirits

rain down onto this road,

hard and steady,

as we carve our circumference

home again.

 

7.15.12

Arawaka

(Sacred Nourishment)

When a flower blooms

In the desert

The whole world

Knows

Itself more completely

 ::::

When the thunder sounds

Every human heart

Becomes the sky

Beating

Itself more completely

 ::::

Our bodies are the earth’s cry

Bleeding

Oh, sacred nourishment

For the soil

 ::::

Let your waters move from you

Freely

As you feed yourself in wild release

 ::::

Let yourself open

To the flow of love

Like the riverbed receives the rain

7.13.12

drink the sky

drink the sky

pressed and hung

pressed and hung

There is a Pulsing

The world opened

like a memory,

never lost,

always waiting

like a warm gushing storm

at the threshold

of desire…

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the wanting

the wanting

the wanting

and then the seeking.

The senseless seeking

of your own eyes.

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Let your self…

let your self simply exist.

Turn the wanting into pulsing

and let the armor of your mind fall away.

Give in to the sensations of a world brimming,

a body overwhelmed by the sheer touch of the wind,

the honest breathe of your lover coming,

the sound of water rushing against the earth,

your soft body arriving home.

 

4.23.12

Of What Remains

Rain drops hit cement

like time bombs.

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Rain falls on our heads.

We’re like time bombs.

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Two pairs of feet

ticking away the time.

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An old building with nests

clinging to the ceiling,

both as empty as an out breath.

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The shadow of the swallow remains,

swift night bird,

dank dwellers of hollow time.

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Time, the only constant,

wearing away these walls

with something unconditional –

a love you can rely on.

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Time, winnowing down the ceilings,

making holes for the light and the rain,

bringing the swallows home,

chasing them away again.

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The migration of an in breath,

the certainty of an out breath.

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An opening in the wall.

We step through it.

The rain falls on our faces.

Nothing lasts.

Something still remains.

3.22.12

Dying Daffodils

Dying Daffodils